Lilac Clouds

Today I worked on letting go of illusions I have made To stop believin you and I could've ended differently I wrote my feels out, inhale exhale, drown reliving it But, I did it on purpose, a reminder I still swim And I know I'm supposed to take it One step at a time But my head made a million miles Well I'm not there yet The place where've I've let you go I'll be the first to admit it My mind won't quit I gotta work on it I know But I am closer Than I've ever been before I'm in the distance running And there's beauty in becoming And It's really starting to show If droplets form Lilac clouds I'll get my tears To do the same somehow Tonight I try and let myself reflect on the day But the emptiness of the ceiling brings your name to me Our story plays, inhale exhale, I watch you float away But the light shines different When I drift at my own pace And I know I'm supposed to take it One step at a time But my head made a million miles Well I'm not there yet The place where've I've let you go I'll be the first to admit it My mind won't quit I gotta work on it I know But I am closer Than I've ever been before I'm in the distance running And there's beauty in becoming And It's really starting to show If droplets form Lilac clouds I'll get my tears To do the same somehow Damn I really miss you when I gotta walk home alone But the stars and the skies keep me company while I go Damn I really miss you when I gotta walk home alone But the stars and the skies keep me company while I go And I know I'm supposed to take it One step at a time But my head made a million miles Well I'm not there yet The place where've I've let you go I'll be the first to admit it My mind won't quit I gotta work on it I know But I am closer Than I've ever been before I'm in the distance running And there's beauty in becoming And It's really starting to show If droplets form Lilac clouds I'll get my tears To do the same somehow