Apparition

Am I dead? Am I dead? Am I dead? I feel like I'm DEAD! They say when you die you go to a better place But my soul has been stuck in my head for days My head is possessed, I need to get you out You're just dead weight I need to forget about I haven't felt the world in forever Numb for long as I can remember Am I dead or have you just forgotten? I think I'm just an apparition I'm all alone, I pushed my friends away Even though I'm free, I feel like I can't escape For years, this loneliness has been haunting me You're the ghost of who I used to be I haven't felt the world in forever Numb for long as I can remember Am I dead or have you just forgotten? I think I'm just an apparition I guess I only learn my lessons the hard way I trusted you and you burned my world away You were the one who made me change myself Now after you, I can't trust anyone else I constantly feel like I'm dragged to hell because thinking of you is eternal torture I haven't felt the world in forever Numb for long as I can remember Am I dead or have you just forgotten? I think I'm just an apparition AN APPARITION I NEVER FELT SO LOST