Abstinence from You

A body is supposed to be wrapped in solace But instead mine is submerged in dreams of distress Trying to find the reason why your flesh and bones have left this earth Life is a gift as long as destiny is your friend from birth A lifelong abstinence from you seems so hard Why did life decide to tear us apart My eyes are closed and I'm hoping for silence Just a stubborn act of defiance Dreams relieve and I can be My counterpart that was asleep I found a hidden page in my bookshelf Time has come to find myself Stuck in sleepless nights Feels like my body sits upright I hear your voice but I cannot recall a thing Delirium crept up on me again Silence is a weight that I bear Trying to express why sleep has deserted me Deafening is the sound that I produce My tired eyes left me staring into space In a never-ending time-lapse Where the author finds no rest In a never-ending story Not a single place consoles me Stuck in sleepless nights Feels like my body sits upright I hear your voice but I cannot recall a thing Delirium crept up on me again Thrown against a wall mental explosion after all Startled and shocked as the pressure took its leap It seems that silence has abandoned my grief The exposure of the truth was completely unsettling me The effort I put into discussions vanished The utterance of myself seemed clear for me But became a poisonous cloud for my surroundings As I guide myself through haze it puts a certain disappointment on your face We were like flower petals avoiding cold weathers Then we fell into gloom Flower petals avoiding cold weathers I just asked our petal to bloom Remarkable how love can attach itself so easily Prevent itself from detaching in a way as if the glue that sticks onto it Turns drier and more solid every month Drier and more solid every month