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Stuck in my head Only feel safe in my bed But the anxiety is killing me These pills don't help with anything Just want to fix all this Just trying to do my best without sabotaging everything I'm sabotaging everything But it's getting harder Turning nightmares into dreams Life is the monster It leaves me weak at the knees I feel like I'm blind and there's no good to be seen But when I see you smile it gives me a reason to breathe Gives me a reason to breathe Gives me a reason to breathe Gives me a reason to breathe Take these pills twice a day Maybe then you'll feel OK Or maybe you'll lose more of yourself Start to feel like someone else 20 mg doesn't make me who I am It just helps me get through the day Helps me numb some of the pain. Shattered glass on the floor Substances killing me I need something more But it's getting harder Turning nightmares into dreams Life is the monster It leaves me weak at the knees I feel like I'm blind and there's no good to be seen But when I see you smile it gives me a reason to breathe Substances killing me But it's getting harder Turning nightmares into dreams Life is the monster It leaves me weak at the knees I feel like I'm blind and there's no good to be seen But when I see you smile It gives me a reason to breathe Gives me a reason to breathe Gives me a reason to breathe Im stuck in routine I need some kind of relief A reason to breathe I think I finally believe