And you, know that I pretend
To have any feeling, buried in my chest
We're cool but coping will never do
Quite what it used to
My life has slipped away
It was that one night
Sitting on your front step
Contemplating if I should leave or stay
This blacked out memory is lost and far away
With all those clever things you said
The crowd just dies of laughs
Makes amends with the past
And I just laugh
Hell, I could put on a face
That I'll never wear, I'll never wear
It was that one night
Sitting on your front step
Contemplating if I should leave or stay
Hell, I'm always second guessing myself
Wondering if you'll give a shit today, I'll say
This blacked out memory is lost and far away
Surprise, wake up
Nobody ever gave a damn about
Your feelings then
Slow down, shape up
Start acting like ya got it sorted out
Cause I was shooting off in the grey
There's lives at stake I'd rather throw away
