Victim

I take solace when you drown With your stories crashing down Are you able to see yourself as you are I can't see how you breathe on these lies If I take the put-downs then I spiral out I might disintegrate Can you see if all the other me's there? And it's never my choice who can win in there And I want to destroy the rest of them So you know it's your fault that I'm drawn to them I'm the villain and I am the warning Ain't you amazing, so overblown You're neither the victim or the crime Shouldn't be carving me down to bone Waiting for bells that never chime It's part of my history Fault line running right through me It's a part of your history The hole's pitted down in me I'm a victim I will never follow I won't implode Rather be me than hollow I'm the victim Vilify myself I'm the victim And I don't care why it's me I'm the victim And I don't care why it's me I'm the victim Vilify myself I'm the victim And I don't care why it's me I'm the victim And I don't care why it's me