Not Around

I wake up late, And now I wait I know you're so not ready for another fight Can we just stop and then pretend That everything, yeah everything's alright I'm always out, I'm always blind I fight with everyone especially in my mind And now I've let you see this mess How much longer now before we disconnect Tell me why I'm waiting! oh oh It's so frustrating I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it And now I understand what happens, when you are not around I'm so upset, I'm just too blind I fight with everything especially my mind But I'm no help, I must be dumb And I hate every little thing that I've become Tell me why I'm waiting! oh oh It's so frustrating I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it And now I understand what happens, when you are not around I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it And now I understand what happens, when you are not around