I see a pattern, a warm smile
As I reach, it pulls back a mile
The further I go, the less I track
To never find my way back
These connections are useless
I have to follow again
The cracks become bigger
Should I remain or ascend?
I see a pattern clearer
I move up where it's better to hear her
The voice disappears
Her echo still here
It's never been this clear
It's safe to say what you want me to be
I'm trying harder and harder to leave
I am the cause
I am not deceived
As I wander alongside the river
I realize I'm chasing clouds
I am the cause
I am not deceived
The guilt is eternal
The sickness internal
Put some fucking sense into my head
The hurt is only temporary
I see a pattern clearer
I move up where it's better to hear her
The voice disappears
Her echo still here
It's never been this clear
The further I go, the less I track
I lost the pattern
Never turn back
