The Farmer's Widow

Hey Momma Whatcha been cooking It's been so long I miss our talks the arguments The skin you made me I'm a fraction of your perfection Hey Momma thirty six hours remember Born in pain I carry with me still You had all the answers Spent so much of my life screwing up I can't feel The Life Inside of me Dear Diary I'm writing you just to say That you hurt me I told you I warned you I went away To find myself but all I found was you Dear God you live with a legend Without her we all keep falling apart Hey Brother please don't pray for me Don't look at me with your sorry eyes I can't feel The Life Inside of me Dear Diary I'm writing you just to say That you hurt me I told you I warned you I went away To find myself but all I found was you I'm ready to show you Show You Just how wrong you are You Are Nothing seems to phase me Phase me I am not a toy I can't feel The Life Inside of me Dear Diary I'm writing you just to say That you hurt me I told you I warned you I went away To find myself but all I found was you