Don't Trust Myself

There's a million things I wanna do right now Things that I've been thinking but won't say out loud In my feelings it's so easy getting lost Maybe I'm afraid 'cause I've been here before I can't help it I only want you more when I keep you at a distance Our history's a warning but I never listen Can't take it much longer I guess I have to be stronger All of your calls are blocked All of the doors are locked You ain't ever getting through You can just say goodbye I'm taking my own advice 'Cause I don't trust myself when I'm with you Why you only call me when it's late at night Use my heart against me and it just ain't right 'Cause you only need me when you're all alone And I'm blessed 'cause I'm learning my lessons on my own But I can't help it I only want you more when I keep you at a distance Our history's a warning but I never listen Can't take it much longer I guess I have to be stronger All of your calls are blocked All of the doors are locked You ain't ever getting through You can just say goodbye I'm taking my own advice 'Cause I don't trust myself when I'm with you I shouldn't trust myself Look what you made me do I really let myself down when I trusted you Can't take it much longer I guess I'll have to be stronger All of your calls are blocked All of the doors are locked You ain't ever getting through You can just say goodbye I'm taking my own advice 'Cause I don't trust myself when I'm with you All of your calls are blocked All of the doors are locked You ain't ever getting through You can just say goodbye I'm taking my own advice 'Cause I don't trust myself when I'm with you I shouldn't trust myself Look what you made me do I really let myself down when I trusted you I shouldn't trust myself Look what you made me do I shouldn't trust myself I shouldn't trust myself