...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

Take me home Take me home, it's the one place I can rest in peace Turn off my phone So many messages I wish I could just delete Questioning my existence ('istence) Questioning my decisions ('cisions) Burning down all the bridges (bridges) Dig a moat, now I'm finished Sorry, don't want you to visit, no No One last pic and I'll be gone Make it count, put the flash on Never really felt like I belonged So I'll be on my way And I won't be long (be long, be long) I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn I'll be dead by dawn (by dawn, by dawn, by dawn...) Scrolling through my texts Shit I left unread Never trying to deal with it There's bliss up in my ignorance Ten dope dealers (dealers) Ex want me to see her (see her) Can't trust her, don't believe her Reply turn into a needle, yeah Don't wanna do it again (do it again) Got shit I'm not trying to relive (to relive) Head fucked up and I'm sick These old habits will kill me quick Quicker than I can blink (blink, blink, blink...) Quicker than I can think (think, think, think...) Lift me up, don't want to sink Pour me up, I need a drink What the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know? Oh I done dug myself my own grave in this hole, whoa Kill me slow, slow Curtains close low Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on No (no, no, no, no, no, no...)