BALENCIES

Barack Obama, ha! Is that some kind of sauce? That's Lido! Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom I used to be feening for 'em, dreaming in the classroom Turned in my exam Right then I knew it'd be the last room for School I walk into for my potential getting past due Four years later, and my racks blue And my whole team is seeing green like "yo, she acts too!" Now people take, and in your face, say "I ain't ask you" But you been seeing how they live, so they ain't have to And the whole world is conversating 'bout your waist line And mental health days make you guilty, 'cause you waste time I'm fighting everybody demons, but can't face mine Baseline, use all that pain and anger and just make rhymes How I'm uplifting your whole life but still I hate mine? How I get rich but still get pissed about the money? Now everybody wanting me to wear a fake smile, How I'm supposed to fake a laugh when ain't shit funny? I'm running, but Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom Dropping all this change, just gon' end up in the vacuum It was days I thought I need it But now accepting all the change got me defeated Ah Goddamn, I'm on my second pair One pair is out, one in the closet 'cause I left 'em there Remind me every single night spent writing raps ups in my closet I ain't sleep much, but it paid off 'cause it got me here I went to Europe, met a fan who lived in Paris I know it hit me, 'cause I started walking different For once in life, I spoke my mind, I'm not embarrassed So many stories, but my friends don't even listen The only girl who got my heart live in Miami I saw her smiling in my head, I started planning And listen, shit may change, but one day yeah I want a family Already got a puppy, now my child the first of many Got hella dreams, and as of late I steady see 'em I had some idols as a kid, whoever knew I'd be one? '09 stood in Atlanta Freezing cold at 4 am with my whole fam Just to audition for a role I knew I'd be in I didn't make it, but damn I made it 2-0-1-9 the year I waited My mind been racing, getting closer, I can taste it Got a story but I don't know how to pace it This lightning in a bottle, I been ordering in cases I'm fucking wasted, but Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom Starving for affection, someone meet me in the backroom I'm not insane, it's been a minute But if we talking 'bout a game, I know I'm 'bout to win it, yeah Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Goddamn, I got Balencies in the bathroom