My Darling Dopamine

When everything seems all sped up And you can't clear your mind Your palms are all sweaty Though try as you might You just can't catch your breath And you're certain you're going to die When reality folds in on itself You're the exemplary blueprint of poor mental health There's only so much that one mind can take Sometimes life's overwhelming we need an escape Oh, my darling dopamine Does the reward outweigh the risk? Well I'm on the fence Is a numbing normalcy on tap Worth a week trembling and sick But every time I tell myself's the last 'Cause goddamn the price is high To rot in comfort This grueling routine I've succumb to Has grown so fucking old I just want out Another day and one less dollar One more year we soaked in beer And were content to live in squalor Just so long as we can cheers To one more lesson we've forgotten Once again we've gotten rotten drunk This time we really fucked it up So far beyond repair It's a tough thing to realize you're only a blip We rely on the comforts We smoke and we sip In the grand scheme it seems that The point of existing is trying our best to forget Oh, my darling dopamine Does the reward outweigh the risk? Well I'm on the fence Is a numbing normalcy on tap Worth a week trembling and sick And every time I tell myself's the last 'Cause goddamn the price is high To rot in comfort This grueling routine I've succumb to Has grown so fucking old I just want out Oh, my darling dopamine Does the reward outweigh the risk? I'm on the fence Is a numbing normalcy on tap Worth a week trembling and sick? And every time I tell myself's the last 'Cause goddamn the price is high To rot in comfort This grueling routine I've succumb to Has grown so fucking old I just want out