What If

I talked to a very good friend today She asked the question on my mind for a long long time I was afraid of speaking out loud, so she did it for me What if, that's not your way What if, God has other plans for you What if, that's not your way What if, that's a sign I'm walking in the dark, in the cold, listening to a perfect song Knowing I may never be able to do, what I love, not like I want to The tears run down my cheeks, I'm not fine, I'm not okay What if, that's not your way What if, God has other plans for you What if, that's not your way What if, that's a sign But can it really be like that? This dream to take my music into the world Is it a dream, will it stay a dream or a punch in my face What if, that's not your way What if, God has other plans for you What if, that's not your way What if, that's a sign I'll have to move on, take a moment Stop walking, stay in the dark Looking around, brush my tears away Take a deep breath and start walking What if, that's not your way What if, God has other plans for you What if, that's not your way What if, that's a sign What if I'm not ready To accept it What if