I feel sick
You tell me I'm well
While I'll barely survive
In my own hell
I always get interrupted
By the feeling of being nothing
My mind is slowly withering away
Crossing between the road of life and death every day
Fuck
I need someone to awake me
I'm stuck
Please don't forsake me
I feel so numb
All the time
Can't find my way back home
I am nothing when I'm alone
My dreams feel so far away from me
Such a long time since I've felt free
I feel so numb
It's a constant war in my mind
There is so much contradiction
This all feels like fucking fiction
The pain is starting to
Starting to break me down
I need someone
I'm talking to myself
I'm talking to the mirror every night
I've lost my mind
I've lost all track of time
I'm talking to myself
I'm talking to the mirror every night
I've lost my mind
I've lost all track of time
I feel so numb
All the time
Can't find my way back home
I am nothing when I'm alone
My dreams feel so far away from me
Such a long time since I've felt free
I feel so numb
It's a constant war in my mind
