Mom's Whiskey (feat. Kota the Friend)

I've been drinking all my mommas whiskey I've been staying up alone at night I've been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm paying for For which I still don't know the price I've been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right I just don't know tonight, yeah I've been feeling like the Knicks now Had to sacrifice last year to try and land a pick now Random side bar I'm still pissed Netflix dropped The Get Down And when I get down, ain't no end, shit that's everyday Even on the bestest of days, cups in the air 'till the rest can relate, yeah I've been finding grooves in the madness, yeah I've been little bruised with the sadness, yeah I've been drinking booze to distract shit, yeah I've been becoming the cliche Don't want them to wait 'till the end of the game to check on me I ain't instant replay homie, I be way lonely Be on my phone where they be way phony I made an album, I think it's amazing I'm scared you won't like it though Whatchu know 'bout that? Like when you write your truth can't say it was typo yo I mix my gangster with delicate I've been afraid of the evidence I'm in my jaded-est elements Soul is on fire, just hope that my hope doesn't vacate the premises Fame be the flakiest sedative And I'm most afraid of irrelevance now I've been treating women like my heart is Trump and like all my feelings is Mexicans It ain't that I'm afraid to let 'em in, I'm just an emotional veteran Emotion just ain't worth the stress in it And all of these pressures been festering Little bit of strength and a little bit of paint What I work with now, that's all I need Little bit of faith, and a hint of some restraint Wish I had more round, that's not what I see They give me applause and a bunch of oos and ahhs at the bars But homie that's not all I be 2020 they gon' get to know me, me Sun is comin' shinin' above us and it's a good day May Jehovah tell me what love is, wish you could tell me somethin' Fuck it, lose your friends, lose your soul to trends Losin' love to make the ends to get the means to make the Ms To look behind but play pretend and wish that you could play again but different now The climate feel like winter now This shit ain't real, it's all just smoke and mirrors, wow Sinnin' alcoholic, yeah I've been it Lyin', cheatin', yeah I did it Wear that shoe, 'cause I fit it, yeah Are you livin' what you rap 'bout? Or are you livin' in a sad house? Or do you really get enough rest? Like fuck it, I'm about to cash out Rooftop in my hometown Where the sweet chick is my soul food Got a new face and a new way But she only fuckin' with the old you So I been movin' in and out the city Time to time you gotta cut the lights Told my shorty I been hella busy Momma told me don't believe the hype I been somewhere holdin' down the porch Livin' free and takin' no advice Take the Johnny Walker over ice Devil always puttin' up a fight I been drinkin', I been drinkin', yeah I been drinkin' all my momma's whiskey I been stayin' up alone at night I been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm payin' for For which I still don't know the price I been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah I just don't know tonight, yeah I been drinkin' all my momma's whiskey I been stayin, up alone at night I been thinkin' 'bout mistakes I'm payin' for For which I still don't know the price I been actin' like my dirty laundry isn't dirty if I fold it right, yeah I just don't know tonight, yeah