Shaking Me Up

See I got a question What is with all the distractions There are too many lessons And never enough intuitions Been hesitant lately As my heart continues to evade me I think its fear quite frankly A fallacy fed through a screen to both you and me But enough of the reasons Humans change just like the seasons Yeah we've been bleeding Just so that we can reach a solution Reaching for absolution Yet another intrusion Please forgive my breathing It is rather misleading Yet the more I slow down The more I begin to feel Like this world is shaking me up Because honey I cant simply Pretend that how I feel Isn't simply waking me up Well maybe we are out of luck It doesn't matter anymore I suppose that it never did at all Believed that I was ever so tall Never thought I'd be the one to fall Break shatter and ultimately splinter From the smooth summer to the frigid winter Because I am a master and then a beginner Warm as the sun yet you make me shiver Seeking refuge in these foreign lands Working until I cannot feel my hands Comfort the empty bottle and then reprimand The foolishness that falls through quick sand Oh these emotions make me weak A man in victory falls to defeat Yet the more I slow down The more I begin to feel Like this world is shaking me up Because honey I cant simply Pretend that how I feel Isn't simply waking me up Well maybe we are out of luck Rising through these ebony streets Please destroy this false identity Cause there is a song playing in the distant shadows And I longer want to look inside Because I've been there before and I would rather hide Cause I am a lone wolf and I was made to lie Upon a bed of thorns and ashes Reminiscing of the sapphire sky Under the full moon lit night Where I let our embers burn out and die Never mind that photographic memory It was meant to long ago be buried Under the sands of infinity See we are in bondage or we are free Yet the more I slow down The more I begin to feel Like this world is shaking me up Because honey I cant simply Pretend that how I feel Isn't simply waking me up Well maybe we are out of luck