Aeronaut

A fear of change Or lack thereof Writhing below While they fly above They take to the skies, While I'm still standing by Standing by How do I spread my wings and grow How do I break free from this mould How do I warm my soul when all I know now is the cold How do I face all the mistakes that I have made How do I lock out these thoughts of everything that I've got wrong It's all too much, I can't keep up, I just want to know When will I learn to live If this is all I have to give Then why fly when I always fall They take to the skies While I'm still standing by Waiting for a wakeup call You're so sick of the life that you're striving for Can't stick the grind that you're dying for So sick of the same same and the been done Ain't brave enough to change your game up Stuck under the weight of your own thoughts Deadlifting your spirit with a broken arm Can't hear yourself through this storm of noise Thunderclaps are your only applause Drowning in myself, I look around at everyone else It feels like no one could help, like no one else gets it And the blame is my own, in this lonely kingdom I found my throne I'm losing ground, lost and never found Feel like the only way is down, I shudder at the sound Of the echo inside, eating me alive When will I learn to live If this is all I have to give Then why fly when I always fall They take to the skies While I'm still standing by Waiting for a wakeup call Wakeup call