Never Have I Ever

So alone I never quite understood how to be a cool kid I suck at throwing parties and hardly ever look forward To being in a room judging myself I'd be in the corner worrying about my image Rocking merchandise of bands they've never heard of to begin with Are my clothes in style Should I try something else I got a bad case of the jitters This word search has rendered me speechless I'm tired of this game I've been playing Let's all join in Make things more complicated Never have I ever been so alone With all these people I should be having fun Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable Doing my best to hold on to what I know I don't have the patience to fake a smile Or convince myself that I care at all There's a million different things I'd rather do, ey I'm seeking comfort checking my phone every time I got a chance to Pretend there's somebody who needs me right now Could somebody please reach out Never have I ever been so alone With all these people I should be having fun Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable Doing my best to hold on to what I know I got a bad case of the jitters This word search has rendered me speechless I'm tired of this game I've been playing Let's all join in Make things more complicated Never have I ever been so alone With all these people I should be having fun Trying to follow conversations so hollow and unrelatable Doing my best to hold on to what I know To what I know