Alone

I never had the perfect life the perfect family I used to look at them other kids like there life was some fantasy That I wanted everything needed was given No askin at Christmas it was within the beautiful ribbon Gift wrap or gift bag I really wanted to have that But when I got it wishing I could take it back I'm not materialistic that's a lie I am a little bit But narcissistic we're the little kids So I grew up wit envy at all the male figures Treated as a pawn disposable by the king wit his finger always on the trigger Despise in my heart disgust for the household That's when I seen a light start to glow An angel was presented and I felt myself calm Appearing from the light was my mom Amen I thank a higher power that someone was good enough to come and take my palm now walk wit me I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't know how to let go I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now Family secrets are always treated as a different subject Acting like we perfect in public See that's a lie we dysfunctional like all the rest But putting on a smile like we were the best see To tell the struggle from my soul I give you this art The walls are crumbling down everything is falling apart Building uses too much energy so why start If I ain't feeling the love then I must feel a broken heart All of us are victims in our own way Across the bay I see the lights start to fade away The darkness and the evil wanna come out to play So I pray for the strength to let me see another pshhh The truth is I struggle with religion Every description is different I'm thinking that it's fiction The holy turned sin I guess the sin is holy Mankind is jumping off a cage McFoley I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't know how to let go I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't know how to let go I don't wanna die alone Someone get from this hole I don't wanna die alone I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now