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Will learn to strive Achieve the pleasures of higher kind Unable to sustain my drive Bridges the chimera in my mind As becomes reality From nothingness Giving my thoughts the benefit of sound Vibrating shape the world around Me Flash your intent to divert your desire As I chose to disdain your harmful behaviour As I drive me! I just drown, in my mind Trying to reach, my last memory in which I'm happy and content with myself With the choices I make! This unwary sensation of what's gonna come Leaves me in doubt, but my hate Has written me, have strangled me To the point of no return I am almost there, almost there! Make believe illusion, sparks my insanity Will constantly try to feed on the light that fuels me As It craves to inhabit my quiet place And made me wander between worlds Made me face myself, made me accept I harbor more, than, it, meets the eyes! I've reckon it, inner silence Has tainted us to the soul It has taken all that we dreamed of And forced us dream no more It's frightening what unspoken words Could do to a fragile soul I've accepted all that we live for is just to die alone! Wishful thinking as I still lie to myself "The world is not mad and this is who I am!" Treating my issues in disregard As the mind still avoids to comprehend! Verbal right was not given, dialog is deficient To justify one's actions based on benighted reward Flash your intent to divert your desire As I chose to disdain your harmful behaviour As I drive me!