Confused

I shudder I struggle I'm I'm so confused I hope this ain't A game to you Am I such a muse Am I such a fool I shudder I struggle I'm I'm so confused Have you seen me lately I don't think so Have you seen me lately I hope you don't I try to downplay My heartstrings they They complicate I'm going insane Will this all be in vain Will I ever learn to refrain Am I such a muse Am I such a fool for you Fool for you I shudder I struggle I'm I'm so confused I hope this ain't A game to you And have you seen me lately I don't think so And have you seen me lately I hope you don't Will you help me Dig a hole in the ground I want to bury my heart in Will you help me Dig a hole in the ground I want to bury my heart in Will you help me Dig a hole in the ground I want to bury my heart in Will you help me Dig a hole in the ground I want to bury my heart in And have you seen me lately I don't think so And have you seen me lately I hope you don't