I Don't Have the Heart

I don't have the heart to think about myself To clean the mirror, To see my face I don't have the heart to get naked To think about the girl that I've missed I don't have the heart to weight myself To wear the clothes I bought last year I don't have the heart I don't have the heart I don't have the heart but I dream I see myself the one I haven't been I touch myself And I feel I feel cold I feel like shit I don't have the heart to think about last year To go back to change something I don't have the heart to talk about it To tell you about my secrets I don't have the heart to open my notebook To see the photos of my young age I don't have the heart I don't have the heart I don't have the heart but I dream I see myself, the one I haven't been I touch myself I see your face I feel you I feel pain I don't have the heart but I'm awake I hate everything around me I touch myself I got wet I feel cold I feel hate I don't have the heart but I dream I see myself the one I haven't been I touch myself And I feel I feel cold I feel hate No I don't I don't I don't have the heart