Resent

Resentment and agony, life is not justified For meaning is absent in wake of my despise The feeling of weakness in all I have to give Surrounding the failure of my entire self Facilitation of the death and resurrection Going all through time in my own life As time goes by the symptoms remaining All my life is all for the taking Am I imagining this It's getting harder to see when I'm not rewarded For playing the game Like a worm in the mud of existence, I spend my life groveling For a reason to be Now years have compiled of wondering why Evolving, my evil, and hatred of this world Familiar, the faces, a failing, writhing mass So foolish, so frail, the bounds of existence Facilitation of the death and resurrection Going all through time in my own life As time goes by the symptoms increasing All I am is all for the taking Am I imagining this It's getting harder to see when I'm not rewarded For playing the game Like a worm in the mud of existence, I spend my life groveling For a reason to be Entering the realms of interwoven fantasies Not far from reality, though these realms may seem Spiders in my thoughts and in my actions overwhelming Sands of time have shown that the web is unraveling I come undone It's getting harder to see when I'm not rewarded It's getting harder to see when I'm not rewarded For playing the game Like a worm in the mud of existence, I spend my life groveling For a reason to be