Sharpener

Sharpener's callin' me again Tryin' to turn it into some Thing I can draw into my skin Make it a picture that I'll love Insert something that I wish I could get in the bath and scrub right off Why am I ashamed to look the way I do? All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you Big old pill, two-inch around There's no copping out this time Tried my best to get it down (get, get, get, get it down) Sometimes seems like I'm still young Lookin' at the boy across the sink Thinking "What the hell have you just done?" ("What the hell have you just done?") Why am I ashamed to look the way I do? All 'cause an escape to me was just a sharpener to you Why am I afraid of things I let inside my room? Just wanted some company, broke the sharpener in two You say, why am I like this? You mean, why am I stupid? Guess you know you're not tryin' to fix this You mean, why am I like this? You say, why am I selfish? Guess you know, honey, you can't help it