Hold That Thought

I heard you hate the way I act these days I'm over it now I am someone else Without a dark cloud pulling me away from myself, yeah I think it's funny how you say the same You got a flip switch You're impossible to deal with You'll let me know if you hear this Spare me the lecture I'm already gone You don't get the picture I'll draw it on my own I see the leaves around me changing I can't say I blame them I wrote down your name just to erase it Glaze over my eyes Wait for paint to dry Never satisfied Scrape then reapply I'll let you in on a secret You gotta float before you play in the deep end Go on and give me a reason No wait, hold that thought I'm leaving Cause I need a new escape That doesn't suffocate Twist every word I say Or leaves me wondering what more you want from me If that's all you have to say Spare me the lecture I'm already gone You don't get the picture I'll draw it on my own I see the leaves around me changing I can't say I blame them I wrote down your name just to erase it I think back, didn't have to let that happen Talks cheap, it always has been Still, letting go is a sad thing Oh, I wish you could imagine But I'm over it now I am someone else I don't need your dark cloud hanging around Spare me the lecture I'm already gone You don't get the picture I'll draw it on my own Spare me the lecture I'm already gone You don't get the picture I'll draw it on my own I see the leaves around me changing I can't say I blame them When I wrote your name When I wrote your name I was already gone You never got the picture So bite your tongue You've said enough Excuses are useless And I just can't do this