Early Days

I am loyal to my roots and you should know it's a fact Guys I heard what you wrote, what the fuck is that I'm not staying late at nights Cause I'm keeping it heavy when the sun's still bright I never felt such discouragement Cause somehow you chose to quit for this garbage I think you lost the point in the dark And now I'm one who is having remarks To conclude we need a story I felt a spark of joy back before we even met Took you only a year to make me feel like shit Gave up all of my health to not let our ship sink Even tho I carried on you kept on blaming me That's unacceptable for my faithful ears To hear: we're going to hard to get on top of a scene I don't care about fame I'm going blood, sweat and tears You always seemed like you were better Now I'm calling it quit I may have dried up the brush But you've been painting with shit I have dreamt about the future Where ships soared up to the skies I never thought it'll disappoint me Therefore I slept through those late nights Suddenly it started shatter When you called it just a phase And with all my disappointment I woke up on early days I kept myself together so that tear wouldn't shed But my blood has boiled when you went online And it squeezed my guts when I heard it live You mixed the colours But they turned out bleak How could you flake on me Our cruise started at harbor But It never saw the sea Thought you're going for horizon But you changed from yacht to skiff I was always scared of drowning But I'll go down with this ship I'll say it clearly on my own behalf I'm not straying from the path I have dreamt about the future Where ships soared up to the skies I never thought it'll disappoint me Therefore I slept through those late nights Suddenly it started shatter When you called it just a phase And with all my disappointment I woke up on early days Days came out so fast that I couldn't recover And by that time I've been ferociously trodden Since I learned to forgive I forgot to remember the names I can define your consumption With a simple assumption I have dealt with a failure But my will have won That's how I show you in few steps how it's fucking done