Can You Imagine

It all started back in '97 An adolescent with big dreams And sick skeems, whenever the knowledge's tested She had the hottest essence, the whole nine yards Enough to make my mind go, oh my gosh She had me hooked like addiction to drugs The proper term for the moment, unconditional love Just like the crips and the bloods, She had me howering over the streets She's the reason for this, and considering my solo release The reason why I even flow over beats Now I am standing on both of my feet, don She's my life, my shoulder to weep on She's gods gift to the man, yes Fullfilling my list of demand, it's sick when I fantisize About a life without her body and soul Without her shine in my life, I am rock bottom in soil Can you imagine a goddess, who lifts you up No matter how hard it is, when it gets corrupt She's there for you, wiping up the drips of blood She had me feeling like a king with a crown Cuz everytime that I mentioned her name, heads were spinning around Our steps quivered the ground, in every town that we walked Loud when she talked, getting rounds of applause She took me down to New York, so I could spot her stomping grounds She picked me up, straight out the box of lost and found Whenever I was bossed and tossed around She told me to walk my own path, like a nomad Never will I lose her, that'll be the day they put a toetag On my notepad, there's no match, for a starving artist I was partly cautious, but she was all I wanted From March to August, yeah I fought for her heart Even though I was born the chosen one like the Dalai Lamas Out the darkest waters, she bloomed to a queen Soon to be free, when I am persuing my dreams It's not just sunny days, cuz now the page has been flipped From a saint to a dangerous sadistic b*tch What a waist of a gift, traded for the devil inside I'mma never be bitter instead I'mma thrive But I want her dead or alive, whenever she's spreading her thies For a lot of dudes, just to knock 'em boots, like a prostitute All of this cuz she got alot of a's and o's Like a conquered boxers, locker room Guess it's the shocking truth, that keeps on chasing me down With a foot to the neck, when I am placed on the ground But she's right there, as a boost of confidence Helps me out whenever I lose my common sense What if I gave her a second to breathe Would it be like that day when I got swept up my feet, huh?