Bonnie

In the still, of the night I held you, held you tight Cause I love, love you so Promise I'll never, let you go In the still of the night My dearest Bonnie I write this as your next to me New to Mr. Thomas class It's almost like its meant to be Whenever you're around me my heart races and I'm nervous I try my best to hide it But it rises to the surface Gotta smile that's just perfect I like everything about you That one hair to the side How could anybody doubt you I'd hold you in my arms if i ever were allowed to I fantasize so often it's like I'll never be without you The other day I saw you jogging down Colonial and 10th street Your foot slipped off the curb and you tripped and scraped your left knee At first I thought you're hurt, then I noticed you were laughing I'll never forget that day i took the photo as it happened I know we've never spoken, but I'm hoping that you've noticed me I know it's just a crush but the rush is in control of me So for now, I'll be patient and wait hopefully That one day we may be together Loving you devotedly In the still, of the night I held you, held you tight Cause I love, love you so Promise I'll never, let you go In the still of the night Dear Bonnie, I wrote a little poem for you An expression of my heart just to show you what I'm going thru B is for beautiful, I haven't got the letter O The double N is obvious I'll never never let you go That's it for now, but I'll work on that I promise Get obsessive about my work I go berserk until it's flawless Gotta thought that's on my mind tho I'll just be completely honest I tried to let it go but it's been tugging on my conscience Remember April 2nd When you were resting on that swing You looked up into the clouds, weren't bothered by a thing I fucking hate that moment I gave you all of my attention You wouldn't even look at me or glance in my direction And who's this guy you're talking to I saw you with the other night I need to get a grip of this, I'm usually not the jealous type Alright, i guess I'm gonna let it be Cause I can feel the rage inside It's starting to get the best of me In the still, of the night I held you, held you tight Cause I love, love you so Promise I'll never, let you go In the still of the night I used to have a bucket list Now it's just a fuck it list I suffered from rejection til I finally had enough of it Obsessed with this obsession now emotionally I'm stuck with it I used to hate the pain from it I finally fell in love with it You should check this CL KID guy and this song he calls Invisible I play it thru the darkness when I'm lonely and I'm miserable Skip it to the chorus while it's pouring when I visit you Standing in the rain, you ignore me from your living room Ignore the shit I did for you Pretending like I mattered Our love was my escape but now you only made me sadder You're just like Jessica and Amber Elizabeth And Sandra That lady from the coffee shop And all the others after Now you wanna say you're sorry That's exactly what they told me That would've worked before but now you're talking to the old me So fuck you and your poem I tried my best to share my love with you But now you're dead to me You're dead to everyone We're done with you In the still, of the night I held you, held you tight Cause I love, love you so Promise I'll never, let you go In the still of the night