Repudiation (New Years Eve)

Hey! I just wanna say This is really great The way you pick apart Every little thing You hold your golden fleece Above for I am weak Another reproach to prove that I'm wrong Doleful and disconsolate morose you leave me (forlorn) Take a breath and then try to assess but I just can't stop (can't stop) Narcissistic charlatan, you're so convincing (feeling) Wretch and abhor every gesture Curse my name and desecrate The stars I hung for you! Can we fall asleep tonight And make believe we're both alright? And to you, I say 'goodnight!' Promise me you'll leave my dreams 'Cause I can't bear to be happy And to you, I say 'goodnight!' Damn! Can't believe we said All the things we did Hurtful words you say Stab into my neck The bond we have is weak Strained and frayed for weeks I never wanted for it to come to this Try to cope with losing hope while you resent me (lying) Find yourself in someone else, deception's breeding (Over and over again now) Conscious efforts made despite our understanding (breaking) My word, such nerve Furtive malice, selfish prowess Eroding my sense of worth Can we fall asleep tonight And make believe we're both alright? And to you, I say 'goodnight!' Promise me you'll leave my dreams 'Cause I can't bear to be happy And to you, I say 'goodnight!' So I choose to light the pyre Watch it burn down the room and We both choose to expire We'll burn alone We'll burn in hell Cinch every thread so you'll never leave Meticulously ripping at every seam Stoic no longer, just let me leave Altruistic misdeeds breed catastrophe Pandering merely for decency My own reservations have leveled me Fabric that reeks off deceit Why oh, why can we not sleep? Fray these strings and finally cease Can we fall asleep tonight? And pray for sleep before the light Though I don't know what to do When I'm awake