Rinse, Repeat, Regress

When I love myself again Maybe I could love again When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Just for pretense My heart is broken Beyond the pieces So technically this conversation Could defy a reason I find my music bump the loudest when it's Cuffing season The irony of loving love But I don't know the meaning Cuz when I say I love you Swear to God I really mean it But all my actions and reactions Just demean the meaning And I don't wanna use my Daddy issues as a reflex I dont wanna do the Rinse, repeat, and then the regress Now I'm single and I got nowhere to Run unless I'm running To myself Check one love Check one love I was looking for the answers But I never thought I'd ask myself for help Help Help When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could When I love myself again Maybe I could love again I could be my own best friend I could learn to love this skin I could really love again I don't wanna be a bitter Betty And I admit that in the moment I was Feeling petty But I would be remiss To say it didn't hurt me heavy Cuz I remember all the highs Before the lows were ready I loss my love, I loss my friends I almost loss my faith What I'm bringing to the table With an empty plate? It's like you showing up for dinner And everybody ate And breakups are bittersweet Hope you enjoy your cake Now I'm single and I got nowhere to Run unless I'm running To myself Check one love Check one love I was looking for the answers But I never thought I'd ask myself for help Help Help When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could When I love myself again Maybe I could love again I could be my own best friend I could learn to love this skin I could really love again This the eulogy for you and me I hope that life becomes the things You always wished it be I wish you happiness in everything you Wanna be I pray the pain and all the hate Can leave to set us free Cuz I won't act like you just didn't mean the World to me Or our ending really brought me any kind of Peace But you taught me life is more than what You make it seem Gotta learn to love myself because I'll never leave I'll never leave I'm just stuck with me I'll never leave I like that I'm just stuck with me I guess I'm stuck with me When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could When I love myself again Maybe I could love again Maybe I could