The Driver's Seat

Sorry I don't hate myself Sorry I don't ask for help Sorry I apologise when I don't fucking mean it Sorry I'm not what you wanted Wasted my time playing cautious I know I'm quite hard to find And much harder at keeping So I hope I don't run into you 'Cus I don't find regret that amusing And I know I did all that I could in the end When I said Maybe when we're older I might get some closure 'Cus I could say you're right for me And we'd laugh at this tragedy Maybe when we're smarter You'll say hey I love you Kiss me when I try to leave While you're still in The Driver's Seat I wasn't looking for loose ends Another climb or a new friend I wasn't looking in your eyes When you said we'd pretend That all the rumours were all lies That you and me always felt right That we did this at the right time But won't ever again So I hope I don't run into you 'Cus I don't find regret that amusing And I know I did all that I could in the end When I said Maybe when we're older I might get some closure 'Cus I could say you're right for me And we'd laugh at this tragedy Maybe when we're smarter You'll say hey I love you Kiss me when I try to leave While you're still in The Driver's Seat Maybe when we're older I might get some closure 'Cus I could say you're right for me And we'd laugh at this tragedy Maybe when we're smarter You'll say hey I love you Kiss me when I try to leave While you're still in The Driver's Seat There's nothing I could do to make us all ok There's no-one you could lose to make you wanna change There's nothing that I'd do that you couldn't erase Wish I could walk away and get you off my brain Maybe when we're older I won't even know you 'Cus I know that you're bad for me And we'd die as a tragedy Maybe when we're smarter You'll say hey I loved you Kiss me when I try to leave While you're still in The Driver's Seat