Departure

I still see you there Like a shadow in the hallway Occupying space in your design My mind in disrepair Like the house in which you lived Like every picture on the wall you left behind But you're not gone I still see you in her eyes And I hear your voice, echoing in mine But what if I am wrong And what I'm hearing isn't true? I'd rather suffer madness, than let go for good Than let go of you In the end, are we just chasing (The time that we've spent our lives wasting?) All I hope is that you're happy now I'm still so aware Of the hole that's in my chest I keep trying to fill it up with something new Still there's nothing there Even two years since you left Turns out nothing fits it quite the same as you But there's beauty in your death I see clearer than before (I found closure in absence) I was blessed to, to have loved you And have lost you, than to never have loved you at all Than to never have loved you at all Than to never have loved you at all In the end, are we just chasing (The time that we've spent our lives wasting?) All I hope is that you're happy now Every flame, will wither to embers (But your warmth I'll always remember) I'll keep on chasing the time now gone But there's beauty in death I found closure in absence I was blessed to have loved you and lost you Than never have loved you at all I hope you're happy now I hope you're happy now