10.19

I just lost my breath listening to the messages you sent when you were high Down in my basement, laugh myself to sleep late in the night One winter night when I drank too much, you drove me home and I Made up a song about stuff I can't repeat It stuck with me Throw away the fake ones, all the pretenders To keep you here Spilling all our secrets in tattoo shops Drowning in tears Say you're feeling heavy, but I don't wanna quit you Say you're feeling heavy, but it ain't worth it without you Fake friends always leave you in the dark Asking you to pick them up when you're on the ground Sinking in pavement Don't make a sound You don't want to wake them They seem dead to me, like they're dead to you When they hung up the phone on October 19th And threw back a drink to forget about you The night you went blue Say you're feeling heavy, but I don't want to quit you Say you're feeling heavy, but it ain't worth it without you Don't shut your eyes yet (Don't shut your eyes yet) We have dreams to see the world (Don't shut your eyes yet) Secrets to create and keep (Don't shut your eyes yet) We have years to break the mould (Don't shut your eyes yet) It ain't time to sleep (Don't shut your eyes yet)