Bad Again

I don't speak I've been quiet lately Haven't seen Friends in a while, they like To tell me I'll be alright but signs Are pointing It's getting bad again I've drained out all my energy Can't seem to find my inner peace I keep on tugging Try to convince myself I'll be better Just lying to myself It's just the changes in the weather I used to laugh at lots of things Now I'm always scrolling mindlessly 'Cause nothing brings me joy It's such a shame, it's so confusing It sucks the life out of me Can't even hype up my music I don't speak I've been quiet lately Haven't seen Friends in a while, they like To tell me I'll be alright but signs Are pointing It's getting bad again I'm slacking every night of sleep Some days I get too sad to eat It takes a lot to fuel yourself And work well independent My tank is running low on gas Can't bother to refill it I hate to live my life this way I wish I could appreciate You don't know how badly I want to stop and smell the roses Unfortunately I've got some allergies I can't enjoy it I don't speak I've been quiet lately Haven't seen Friends in a while, they like To tell me I'll be alright but signs Are pointing It's getting bad again I'm trying To get over this I'm fighting I lost control of it I'm hiding From the hopelessness I'm sorry It's getting bad again No, no, no, no, no, no, no I don't speak I've been quietly lately Haven't seen Friends in awhile And I'm just lonely I can't deny the signs are pointing It's getting bad again I'm trying To get over this I'm fighting I lost control of it I'm hiding From the hopelessness I'm sorry It's getting bad again No, no, no, no, no It's getting bad again