My Anxiety

I'll pop a couple pills through the day time To stay up and get drunk with the night life All of us on the brink of suicide, it's not right Ain't no stopping us, not a chance in Hell Not a chance you'll catch me sober Even when the night is over I'll be there to fall apart It's too late, my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I'll take another shot if it's alright Tell myself it's the last one for the night All of us on the brink of suicide, it's not right Ain't no stopping us, not a chance in Hell Not a chance you'll catch me sober Even when the night is over I'll be there to fall apart It's too late, my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I feel my heart begin to race I don't learn from my mistakes Always find myself in the same place I feel numb I've been takin' straight shots of liquor all day I can feel it in my bones, the feeling won't go away I been at it all night, the lines, they're all gray I don't even know the time, I don't know the day I've been takin' straight shots of liquor all day I can feel it in my bones, the feeling won't go away I been at it all night, the lines, they're all gray I don't even know the time, I don't know the day It's too late (Too late), my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate (My fate) to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I'll forget about it for the night Deal with it all tomorrow That's what i tell myself every time It's a never ending cycle I don't want this I feel numb It's a never ending cycle I don't want this I feel numb It's a never ending cycle