It Doesn't Mean I Don't, I Just Don't Know

I plant the seeds

And let 'em grow

I eat the fruit

Then cut 'em down

That's how it's been

So when you ask me now

Doesn't mean I don't

I just don't know

So far down this path

I've fought years alone

I've seen too much

Too much still to see

Moving's second nature

So when you ask me now

Doesn't mean I don't

I just don't know

What happens if I never know?

What happens if I never know?

If I never know how it feels how am I supposed to feel if I feel when I really know?

What happens if I never know?

Wanna give you what you need

Been telling you to call me there

Making sure to reassure you that I've been feeling somewhere that you don't

Just took my own life

I think I'll never know

Well how was I supposed to know?

I know the way

Hurts to hold

Doesn't mean I don't

I just don't know