Monochrome Melancholy

Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit Monotone like a zombie know I need to get a grip On my own when it volleyed thought I had but it slipped Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this I really can't make y'all happy huh Still tryna make it with rapping huh You ain't gave up on ya passion huh Ain't really working out who gassing ya You been running all the routes they ain't pass to ya Heard you crowded with the doubts and they adding up Heard they passing you up time to pass the buck Think it's time to put it back time to pack it up I been riding round no technicolor How ya homie feeling down won't check a brother Don't feel validated when I check the numbers Don't feel celebrated when I wrecked the summer Tried everything I done it Tried to get high then I plummet Can I get by when I tried to reach the sky found no joy on that summit Oh no no no what's it matter when I donate flows And I'm getting close to all my goals In those moments my soul grows cold And I'm losing sight of all I know Truly all that shine ain't gold no no But really how insane will that there make me tho Trading in the cadence just to play their role nah Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit Monotone like a zombie know I need to get a grip On my own when it volleyed thought I had but it slipped Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this So you still doing that music huh Do you think when you spittin' that it really makes a difference do you think you influence some What you think you gone change speaking that language they ain't even fluent huh You ain't even got to say it's the enemy tryna get to me I knew it huh oh yeah I knew it look I really used to have a chip on my shoulder coming from the bottom like rock like Boulder Feeling like I ain't got no one to spot and the weight can't drop so I had to get stronger Truthfully that was never true, I had family better yet I had you But I was focused on one thing, seeing green that's one hue Like give me yellow and give me blue, watch how I put it together I'll make it better, soon as I get to the cheddar, I'll handle all our endeavors, right It don't always work that way, some days I feel grey And retail therapy ain't helping me, so I just stop and pray Monochrome melancholy got my feelings in the pit Monotone like a zombie know I need to get a grip On my own when it volleyed thought I had but it slipped Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this Saturation on my views I need hues I need this