Sad Song

I just wanna sing a sad song How many times do I have to do it again Feeling exhausted I keep wondering what could have been Repeating the pattern I shatter any odds of a change I can't get unstuck and I do it over again over again over again Let me sing a sad song I just wanna sing a sad song You make it look easy to live to smile, to blend in And I try my hardest I keep feeling tight in my skin Countless of hours spent practicing inside these 4 walls Countless of flowers, laying dead on the floor Over again, over again Let me sing a sad song I just wanna sing a sad song How many times do I have to do it again Feeling defeated I keep asking what else could have been Repeating the pattern I shatter my odds for a change I'm starting it over, to do it over again over again over again Let me sing a sad song, I just wanted to sing, I wanted to siiiiiing