Fixate

You can't carry the meaning When you're under the weight Short of all that you wanted Is it too much to take (Now I'll fixate) It's a shame The way it burns to hear your name Everyday The permanence won't fade away Flicker fade Every word still blends the same Smother me in my doubts The permanence won't fade away Around in circles, down and under Until I'm tangled in the silence Build me up and I'll break Just wait You can't carry the meaning When you're under the weight Short of all that you wanted But is it too much to take I wish I never saw you through (Never saw you through) You can't carry the meaning When you're under the weight Fixate But you couldn't see the parts of me that sleep in shame And I kept them deep below But would you even care to know That you couldn't see, what is left of me (It's too low) And I kept them deep below Some things are better left unknown But still it lingers in the back of my head I'm trying to keep this all inside You can't carry the meaning When you're under the weight Short of all that you wanted But is it too much to take I wish I never saw you through (Never saw you through) You can't carry the meaning When you're under the weight Fixate Too late, there's no one Left to blame I'm feeling numb tonight Words are gone and out of sight Forge a way to linger on Could find a way to make it right If I lose all this time Why try When I know my glow's ran out of light