Dear Methamphetamine

I met a girl named Crystal not a drug to me, She had a heart as cold as ice but she wasn't judgin me, The one I wanted as my wife hopped out the truck on me, I lost the apple of my eye cuz she lost trust for me, Bruh I ain't have no fallback I had to hug the streets, I had to get it out the mud look at my muddy feet, Naw I ain't cry to God for help thats just the thug in me, Wished nothin but pain for everythang that was above my feet, Random strangers in gas stations they was huggin me, They saw the hate up on my face and gave me hugs for free, Haters found my struggle funny it wasn't fun for me, My skin was healthy outside and dead underneath, Them drugs will turn you into somebody you ain't, You can tell I been there done that by the pictures that I paint, Make you burn alot of bridges wanna fix em but you can't, Leave you drownin in yo problems like Titanic when it sank, Dear Methamphetamine, I think its time I let you know, I think its time I let you know, Dear Methamphetamine, I think its time I let you go, I think its time I let you go, Dear Methamphetamine, you been killin friend & foe, You been killin all my friends & you been killin all my foes, Dear Methamphetamine, I can't play wit you no moe, I Can't play wit you no more, I just can't wit you no more, Call me junkie call me addict call me what you may, But now Im back up on my hustle now what can you say, The only way is up from here so yeah Im on my way, They thought that I would die in my addiction you gon learn today, I played wit ante & wit crystal I was 19, Unaware of hatred and resentment that it might bring, Drugs was attractive to me like a chick in tight jeans, It cost to be the boss but it pays to do the right thing, I switched to elevate my game why they hatin me, I'm trying not to act like the monster I was made to be, Mad at the universe I had to take a knee, I felt like God and the devil had forsaken me, Left alone in my home I thought of suicide, Reminicin on the pain Ive felt since a juvenile, I can't let the past come destroy what Im doin now, You see that Im a smart black male not a stupid clown, Dear Methamphetamine, I think its time I let you know, I think its time I let you know, Dear Methamphetamine, I think its time I let you go, I think its time I let you go, Dear Methamphetamine, you been killin friend & foe, You been killin all my friends & you been killin all my foes, Dear Methamphetamine, I can't play wit you no moe, I can't play wit you no more I just can't wit you no more,