In the Back

This sucks (yeah) Can I go back to where I messed up? (oh yeah) So I don't have to cut my hair and change the way that I dress Was it ever to impress to feel blessed or just keep me depressed? They won, I was a soldier with a ray gun Sent to devastate (oh no no no) Everything in my way (oh no no no) Oh no no Talk again, I will never talk again I won't say a word until I know what is happening And if they're gonna let me win Will they ever let me win? Be the same, I will never be the same I will pack my bags and forever I will leave this place Unless they let me win Will they ever let me win? It's done, cut my hair so I won't recognize my face when I look into the mirror I won't be complacent With that poisonous high school mentality (oh no no no) Oh no no I set on a self-destructive path completely littered in All these drugs and medication I started hanging out with friends that only like me half the time (Oh no no no) Oh no no Talk again, I will never talk again I won't say a word until I know what is happening And if they're gonna let me win Will they ever let me win? Be the same, I will never be the same I will pack my bags and forever I will leave this place Unless they let me win Will they ever let me win? (So) They won't take me seriously 'Cause they've seen it before and they know what it means I'm in the back, dressed in black I'm not making a scene I'll disappear into the walls so easily They won't take me seriously (So I'll cut my hair) 'Cause they've seen it before and they know what it means (And I'll change the way I dress) I'm in the back, dressed in black (So I'll cut my hair) I'm not making a scene I'll disappear into the walls so easily (And I'll change the way I dress) They won't take me seriously 'Cause they've seen it before and they know what it means I'm in the back, dressed in black I'm not making a scene I'll disappear into the walls so easily