All You Do

Say I'm the cause and my regrets are the effect The affection that we caused could've meant more but it meant less You a spitter of my problems And a yeller of your threats Ain't no tryna scale me back I checked your balance, you in debt uh No malice, was tryna spark a plug with you But the extension to our distance Ain't help much with the connection And who taught you to use me as an outlet for your aggression Played that part, now done acting for your acceptance should i Should i just write it off as some bad luck Knowing that before you leave, picking fights as a cover up Knowing that them clover tats Just a facade cause you ain't planted A seed of my misfortune, you just a sprout of my damage I think that i blame myself Let you see my windows cry now i feel that i taint myself Tinting each and every flaw and ignoring my need for help I need help because i keep making mistakes with you and well No need to say you know it well If i would jump inside a puddle of your tears i'd make it out If you pondered on my oceans and my lakes you'd prolly drown If you sat by as i spoke you prolly wouldn't hear a sound But ain't no sitting when it came to you both feet would hit the ground running It's two places i ain't goin with you And that's back and forth It ain't sexual how you look for my tongue Always bickering Ironic how i feel me getting numb To these pressure points that you apply promptly without concern Know all my buttons and you stomp on em each one waiting their turn So much dust to settle Keeps me at bay but keeps me in pain What good's apologies Umbrellas ain't useful after the rain What good is having two hands One got bandaids, other a blade Now how am i to know which one you decide to have seal my fate How am i supposed to decipher fictitious things you say What kept me running was this wheel of fortune that you had displayed This play is getting old quick Think it's time to find it a grave And how in grave danger i've lived for these forty nights forty days Kept me drowning in my sorrows Even shallow as you is Went and shipwrecked all my plans in this field of battles we in I was sure of you as far as i can see What didn't click was how in synch you and I could never be Went from pouring out myself, but that just hydrated your greed Me as the poor asking you please to donate from humility You as the heels... walking past in disgust of my lack and need I spilled my heart you spilled those secretes that you always kept from me I grabbed your hand you took mine too To destruction is where you lead Remember when this all had started you told me i'm what you need I helped you get up on your feet it was only to watch you leave Helped you get up on your feet it was only to watch you leave I'm the cause and my regrets are the effect I'm the cause and my regrets are the effect I'm the cause and my regrets are the effect You a spitter of my problems And a yeller of your threats