Still No Paradise

I'm saying goodbye this time forever 'Cause I'm running away This time for good My light is fading slowly From bright to barely glowing I'm ready for my curtain call I want to feel it all see it all Not what it used to be This place is not for me I simply wanted you to know I'm saying goodbye this time forever Cause I'm running away this time for good And the moment comes and goes Just like a bullet to my head I'm running away this time for good Nowadays all I wanna do is die I'm terrified and I hate it God I can't do it now I just cry I think I feel a bit jaded If you ever find yourself feeling like me That you can't go on from day-to-day Take one step back before you say "This is my goodbye this time forever" Before you say goodbye for good If I bite my tongue and close my eyes This place is still no paradise So I'm running away this time for good For good For good I'm saying goodbye this time forever Cause I'm running away this time for good And the moment comes and goes Just like a bullet to my head I'm running away this time... I'm saying goodbye this time forever This is my goodbye this time for good If I bite my tongue and close my eyes This place is still no paradise So I'm running away this time for good So I'm running away this time for good