Despise

Rip every memory straight from my fucking head Burn every picture the dream is fucking dead I've wasted so much time and life on you I can't forgive you for the hell you put me through Rip every memory straight from my fucking head Burn every picture the dream is fucking dead I've wasted so much time and life on you I can't forgive you for the hell you put me through I'm just another life for you to take, another heart for you to break You're just another one of my mistakes It took so long for me to escape You took a part of me, and I will take it back For all the years- another knife in my back It took so long for me to fucking realize You're pathetic, the one I despise I know you're a liar and forever will be I know you're a fake, you're fucking dirty You're a mistake Do you hear me screaming I hope you realize that you're not worth saving The thought of you makes me fucking sick (So sick) How could you be so shallow How could you be so cruel You took a part of me, and I will take it back For all the years- another knife in my back It took so long for me to fucking realize You're pathetic, the one I despise I don't think you even know who you are I think you're a selfish bitch covered in her own emotional scars Go see a shrink, it'll probably help It's better than spending your life lying to yourself Two long years of your torture This empty feeling's like a fucking disorder You took a part of me, and I will take it back For all the years- another knife in my back It took so long for me to fucking realize You're pathetic, the one I despise