Breakdown

I've got a lump in my throat Surrounded by people that don't know my name Oh but what they won't ever know Is when it's time to go home I'm afraid Oh to feel it all, every piece of my being So tonight I think I'm gonna fall into the healing So here I go Crying on the kitchen floor I know that I've been here before but this time feels like fire Coursing through my veins And I know nothing's gonna be the same No use waiting on change Cause I'm already in it now I need a breakdown I've kept it all bottled up Mmmmm, I think I'm so tough but I'm not And I wear a face like a clown At the end of the day I take it off And I don't care how much it hurts, I'm breathing Well tonight I'm gonna fall into the healing So here I go Crying on the kitchen floor I know that I've been here before but this time feels like fire Coursing through my veins And I know nothing's gonna be the same No use waiting on change Cause I'm already in it now I need a breakdown I need a breakdown Oh I need a breakdown Oh so here I go Crying on the kitchen floor I know that I've been here before but this time feels like fire Coursing through my veins And I know nothing's gonna be the same No use waiting on change Cause I'm already in it now Oh I need a breakdown I need a breakdown Oh I need a breakdown I need a breakdown Oh you know I need a breakdown I need a breakdown I need a breakdown