Emotionally Bankrupt

On my knees prayin' Head down I'm shakin' Am I worth savin' It's just another night Temperature risin' Breathe in the silence I hate the violence Between my heart and mind Thought I had grown Thought I was done Forward I stepped Now taking four back I'm such a mess Can you handle this Can't always relax Further I fall And darker it gets Alone in my bed Alone in my head Have we found the remedy So I can finally get some peace Cause I'm crippling slowly I'm folding And what's worse is I know that you notice I feel like I can never win And I just wanna let light in But it's hard when you've locked yourself up And your feelings left you bankrupt (Emotionally bankrupt) Go through the motions I gotta focus Can't when you're broken But I got things to do So I'll stay distracted Call it a bad habit But I'd rather hide it Then let it bother you Cause I have to deal With this on my own It's my trauma not yours These issues inside Come out at the worst times You've seen it before Further I fall And darker it gets Alone in my bed Alone in my head Have we found the remedy So I can finally get some peace Cause I'm crippling slowly I'm folding And what's worse is I know that you notice I feel like I can never win And I just wanna let light in But it's hard when you've locked yourself up And your feelings left you bankrupt (Emotionally bankrupt)