On My Mind (feat. Gxft)

Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Cuz if I don't I might as well be just alone Only eyes are my shadows Liquor tasting like water Fuck I've lost it All again Poppin' another one Try to say its the last one But I know that's dishonest I'm ashamed It's my only way of escaping Left and the right one Tryna tell me what's right, wrong But it's only more confusing Cuz I have a lot more demons Than accounted for I have a lot more feeding Off my heart, I'm sore I'm fucking screaming For all of it to stop Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Call it what you want Call it as you see Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me Call it what you want Call it as you see Cuz I got a lot on my mind again Now I'm doing donuts in the Benz Whipping round with no hands I ain't really got friends I ain't really got friends like that Yeah I swear I only got 10 And they all blessings amen But they'll never understand Yeah they'll never understand me I got demons they coming to light Evil eye, I'm in their sight I'm breathing, but I'm not alive Soaring I'm riding this high I'm ready I've sharpened the knife To cut off all of my ties From the weight I've shouldered All this time that made me want to hide Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Call it what you want Call it as you see Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me Call it what you want Call it as you see Cuz I got a lot on my mind again