Pushing You Away

I start a fight Just to see how easily you might Give up on us If it gets a little tough I know that I always get caught up in my head Creating problems that don't exist Blaming you for things you never did I don't mean to But I'm pushing you away If I lose you I can't take Knowing there's no one else to blame Cause I'm the one who caused my own heart to break I'm pushing you away Cause I don't know how to love someone who Stays You don't run When I tell you all about the things I've done But it don't make sense cause everyone else does So why don't you Pushing you away If I lose you I can't take Knowing there's no one else to blame Cause I'm the one who caused my own heart to break I'm pushing you away Cause I don't know how to love someone who Stays I'm good at loving from a distance Waking up missing Things I know I shouldn't Good at chasing down things I know are gonna leave But now I found someone who wouldn't And it scares me to think that it might be you It scares me to think you think that too But I'm pushing you away If I lose you I can't take Knowing there's no one else to blame Cause I'm the one who caused my own heart to break I'm pushing you away Cause I don't know how to love someone who Stays