A Beautiful Mess, A Perfect Disaster

In a crowded room, but I feel alone Two shots to the dome, yeah Can somebody take me home? 'Cause pulling up was dumb I feel my body going numb Swear my head just weighs a ton Sometimes I know I'm a beautiful mess, a perfect disaster Yeah, sometimes I know That we never can catch the things that we're after All the time, all the time Honestly feel like I'm all that I've got Because I've been let down more often than not Why don't you drop it? It's clearly not working Trying to mend all the things that we've broken The years go by, not so much as a "Hi" You never hit me back, but I still wait for replies Why don't you answer your phone? Is it working? How many times before it stops hurting? Once again, it's not like we're friends I thought that we were family, guess it's all for pretend But oh, you wild now It bothers me you had another child now That I won't get to meet I've tried but you just don't even speak I'm giving up and now I'm pressing delete It's fine, it's fine, it's fine Honestly feel like I'm all that I've got Because I've been let down more often than not Why don't you drop it? It's clearly not working Trying to mend all the things that we've broken The years go by, not so much as a "Hi" You never hit me back, but I still wait for replies Why don't you answer your phone? Is it working? How many times before it stops hurting? Whoa-whoa And I can't seem to ever walk away And I've been missing you Yeah, I'm missing you No, I can't seem to ever walk away And I'm still missing you Yeah, I'm missing you, missing you Honestly feel like I'm all that I've got Because I've been let down more often than not Why don't you drop it? It's clearly not working Trying to mend all the things that we've broken The years go by, not so much as a "Hi" You never hit me back, but I still wait for replies Why don't you answer your phone? Is it working? How many times before it stops hurting? Oh yeah, yeah Oh, how many times before it stops hurting? Yeah, yeah